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202. Repairing the brain

Some days now, my thoughts have had some few words repeating in my mind. It is some words I experience that come from the influences against me. I don’t remember that the person, who influenced me, said these words. These words are words, that I think, that have their origin from the person, who influenced me. The same words have had this way of being for a long time. I think it can be as early as from the nineties. These words are: “This shall ruin your brain.”

All the time I have thought about what this can be. The last days, I have thought about that what happened in 1986; that was something, which ruined my brain. This was a situation the criminals had used ten years to make preparations for. I didn’t understand anything about what happened in 1986. The police ruined the relationship between my daughter and me repeatedly, in a surprising way that also ruined my relationship with her mother. I hadn’t done anything wrong. One the contrary, others had been doing something wrong against me. Because no one told me anything about what it was, I didn’t understand anything at all. In the end, I didn’t remember or didn’t understand anything about what had happened that year. Now I think that this ruined my brain. Again and again new things happened in ways, that I didn’t understand, which crushed everything inside my mind in my brain.

I think the criminals knew that this would ruin my brain. And they got other people to do this against me. It has taken many, many years for me, to repair my brain again. Actually, I have thought about that I have been repairing my brain all these years. In 1986, my brain become biological ruined. Afterwards I have repaired my brain again, by rebuilding it with my thoughts, in a way that have rebuild it in a biological way. I have thought that it was mental things, that ruined my brain. And I have thought about that mental things, can repair my brain again. I have thought that remaining unhurt pieces of my brain, can repair the ruined pieces of my brain.

This is the first time I have thought about that this situation ruined my brain. Earlier I have been thinking about what this can be; what these words can be. I have thought about that the criminals can start up ruinous development inside humans’ minds, in ways that can ruin their brains more and more over the years.

What has helped me, is that I have understood about this in a way, that have been more and more correct. And I think that correct understanding always can help. It is always important to be level‐headed and calm.

I think the influences in many ways; can work in many ways. I think that the influences by themselves; also can cause many different things. The influences can change one’s memory, one’s thoughts and one’s feelings, and many other things.

It is important to understand ruinous development as early as possible, and begin to find out about how to stop such things. Such things can be all things we humans can be and do. It can be inside one person, and it can be between friends, etc. It can also be in larger situations, countries and more. When we understand about such things, then we can start to find out about how we can change such things to the better. Such influences typical start with small things, and gradually develop to big things. It is important to find out about it as early as possible, and stop it.

January 12, 2018, David H. Hegg