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198. Defenseless

Now I have been thinking about some few words, which was said when the person influenced me in 1975. It was after he had poured the rest of the contents in the glass into me. The person sat beside me, when I was lying on my back.

The person beside me, looked in the direction of the other person at the office, and asked about something, which had to do with for how long time ago, it was that it started. I don’t remember exactly what he said. But it was something about how long time it was since, and I think it had to do with what I had drunk from the glass. The other person answered something. Then the person beside me said, that then we can start. It must at least go “a time”, he said, which I don’t remember how much was. I was hazy in my mind at that moment. But I understood a little bit of what went on; what I had drunk had to work enough.

This was that he was taken up with how long time the contents in the glass had worked in me. And he was taken up with that the contents had to work for a stated time, before he could start to influence me. He was taken up with following his rules. It also seemed as if he wanted to hurry.

What I think about regarding this; is that when the effect of the drug or the drugs have worked long enough, then the person is mentally defenseless against the influences. I think about that the time it takes before the influences can begin, is the time it takes before the person has become mentally defenseless. When the person has become mentally defenseless, I think that is, that the person cannot counteract the influences mentally. The mental possibilities to counteract the influences have been eliminated.

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I also have a short memory about how I became mentally reduced, when I stood and drank from the glass, in the beginning. My memory about that; is that I became reduced in a way, that I didn’t find out or understand. Just in the few seconds, when the person at the office got up to help me to lie down, I understood that I had become dizzy. It was as if I imperceptible disappeared mentally, without understanding what happened. This must be that my conscious mind lost its possibility to work correctly.

The person said to me, that I wasn’t quite well. I answered yes, and hadn’t any other thoughts in my head. I only thought that I wasn’t well. I was in a way, nearly empty of thoughts, (I can’t find a better way to describe it).

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In this text, I only have been approaching to what this can be. I have started to think about that a person in that situation has become both physical and mentally defenseless and helpless. Both the muscles and the brain have been affected of the drug or the drugs.

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One thing I have been thinking about, is that when a person has been influenced, the criminals maybe can influence the person to think that oneself has been awake all the time. For me, it wasn’t like that. Therefore this is something I only think. I think about that it among other things maybe can be possible for the criminals to influence a person to remember that one only had a cozy chat. And the more the person think about that, the more will the person start to remember from that cozy chat, which hasn’t happen. I think the most important for the criminals, is that an influenced person forgets about it all.

I don’t have any information about how the criminals do this. This is only something I have thought. It can be that they are doing this in different ways; I don’t know anything about that. What they did with me; went wrong for them. I don’t know what they finally had planned to do with me, because that didn’t happen. Even so, the person can have influenced something about that already before it went wrong. I have different wrong memory hallucinations about how it started and what happened. Such memory hallucinations can be understood, because they aren’t correct. In a larger and correct memory picture, such memory hallucinations can be uncovered and understood as wrong.

December 17, 2017, David H. Hegg