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128. The finishing

In the text “122. A Devil” March 8, I wrote about what I thought about the person who influenced me in 1975: “You want war all over the world. You are a Devil. You shall to hell. You shall never succeed in what you want. I don’t say anything to you.” Afterwards I have had some thoughts about that everything became black in my mind, when I thought that. I have thought about what it could have been, which got me to think that. Today there came some thoughts about that. These thoughts are rather an experience of what the black could be, than a normal memory.

These thoughts are that the person said: “Then God want, that everything in the world shall be destroyed. Because then God has become so cruel, because of what some you then know who have been, are doing. This shall be your last great achievement to manage to succeed with. At that time, there are some in the world who will believe in you, and then you get them with you. And then nuclear weapons shall be the definite reply you get from your God, about that are the weapon you shall get hold of and start using. And now I shall have your answer, which shall be yes, to God’s good advice to you and your fellow players.”

Before this, I have thought about that the person, who influenced me, started to talk about that now the influence had stopped, and that it was impossible to continue. He also said that he hadn’t finished, and that was wrong. The finishing should have decided what it all should be. Then I thought that, then I make the finishing myself, that shall be, that this shall be cleared up. The people also said that “now I may get fired”.

I also remember that they talked about, that they should follow with great attention what I was doing. I then thought, that then I had to go straight home after my work that day. I couldn’t let them know that I know about what they are doing. I also think they talked about, that they should find out if my wife knew something, therefore I couldn’t say anything to her either.

That situation where I laid there and listen to them, isn’t that I was awake in a normal way. I think I was halfway awake and halfway influenced, or in a special influenced condition. I have also thought about that I wake up because the drugs had started to lose a little effect. I think the person had been influencing me for a relatively long time. He had done many different influences.

I also remember that the person, who sat behind the desk in the beginning, said that they in the end should get their final great victory.

I also think that the criminals now have influenced to a religious war in the world. This is only trickery. There isn’t grounds for such a war. The criminals have only influenced to that it shall be like this. The truth is that we must find out about these criminals, they can have been doing these things for a very long time; more than hundred years, are likely.

March 17, 2017, David H. Hegg