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124. Three movies

When I had finished the text “120. In the bottom of it all” Sunday, February 26, I thought I should take it easy for a while, watching a movie, letting my thoughts get away from this topic. I thought about what movie I should see. I remembered an uncomplicated movie, about something stuff and nonsense, which I had seen a long time ago, “The Matrix”. I couldn’t think of something more unimportant nonsense than that movie. I thought my thoughts could be occupied with that movie, to getting away from all kinds of serious things for some time. I didn’t remember what that movie was about, so I thought it could be a good, simple way to relax; to see what that movie was about, which I had forgotten.

When I found the movie on the Internet, I found out that it was three movies. I thought it could be good to see all these three unimportant nonsense movies. I thought that three nonsense movies would be even better, than only one nonsense movie. I remembered that I earlier had seen one Matrix movie.

When I was watching the first movie “The Matrix” from 1999, I remembered that there had been a red pill and a blue pill in the movie, when I saw that sequence again. I didn’t remember anything more about the movie.

When I was watching the second movie “The Matrix Reloaded” from 2003, I remembered “The Twins”, two white fictional characters. I didn’t remember anything more about the movie. But I started to wonder about, that I must had seen that movie before, although I had been sure about that I hadn’t done that.

When I was watching the third movie “The Matrix Revolutions” from 2003, I remembered “The Trainman”, a shabby fictional character. I didn’t remember anything more about the movie. But I started to wonder about, that I must had seen that movie before, although I had been sure about that I hadn’t done that.

I started to understand that I had seen these three movies before, and that I didn’t remember anything about them. I had thought that I only had seen one movie, which I didn’t remember what was about.

Then I remembered that I earlier had found out about the movie because I read a book, “The Matrix and Philosophy: Welcome to the Desert of the Real” from 2002. After looking more after that book on the Internet, I remembered that I only had read about that book, which is the third book in a series called “ Popular Culture and Philosophy”. I had found that book because I was curious about finding out about books on the Internet. Because this book was held out and on special offer in a web shop, which I think sold e‐books, I had read about the book there. Then I remembered that I went to a store to buy the movie. In the store all the three movies were sold together, therefore I bought all three. I bought these movies, because I had been interested in books. I had not been interested in movies. (At this time, I wasn’t used to buy movies. Earlier, when it was video recorders, I hadn’t been interested in buying such videos. I was used to reading books, newspapers and magazines and such.)

After I remembered how I earlier had come across these movies, this started up an experience of that these movies activated the relationship between my consciousness and my subconsciousness. This was clear for me. I experienced it clearly.

It can be that when I first was watching these three movies, I first thought that this was something important, regarding what these criminals are doing. But afterwards, that has been turned around in my mind, by such influences, which also have influenced me to forget about it. In that way, those movies can have played an important part, in how these influences were planned to develop.

Now I have been taken up with this in one and a half week. Two days ago, I started to doubt whether I had seen these movies before, or if it only had to do with how I had been influenced. Then I looked at the three original movie covers, and I remembered them clearly. I remembered that I went to a store that bought and sold CDs, records and DVDs. I remembered that I sold these three DVDs in these three covers, which I thought, was something nonsense I didn’t remember or care about. I became sure about the three covers. I had had these three covers, and I had seen these three movies. These three covers; were three covers I remembered clearly. I remembered that I didn’t care about the movies, which were inside these covers.

I think I have been influenced to watch the movies, and afterwards forgetting about them. It could be exactly these movies, or such movies, I don’t know how that is. Then there must be some influences by the criminal who sat beside me in 1975, which started to work in my subconsciousness.

My struggle with these three movies, has activated my thoughts and memories, which I have written about after Sunday, February 26, and till today.

This activation of the relationship between my consciousness and my subconsciousness, has been strong and clearly.

I wonder what this can be. I don’t remember anything about that the criminal, who sat beside me in 1975, has said something about this. I have only got a few fragments in my memory, which I can’t be sure about what are. Such fragments can be something about that the criminal has influenced me in indefinite ways, regarding anything. I have got an impulse in my thoughts, about that I remembered that the criminal said, “now my hand touches you, as the person in this movie do”. But I don’t know if that has come in my thoughts now, or if it comes from the criminals in 1975.

I think it is what the three movies is about, that strongly has activated the relationship between my consciousness and my subconsciousness.

Some days ago, I felt a little as if I was the hero “Neo” in these movies, when I went to the grocer’s store. After that, two days ago, I felt a little as if I was the bad guy “Agent Smith” in these movies, when I went to the grocer’s store. I did a typical little twist with my head, like he does in the movies. I thought that change was because of an influence by the criminal, who sat beside me in 1975. But I don’t know how that has been like that. That can be exactly influences; or it can be general influences without fixed intentions. Now I experience that I am not either of them. In the second movie “The Matrix Reloaded”, “Agent Smith” has got the possibility to take control over other humans, and copy himself by being another individual. “Agent Smith” isn’t a natural human being in these movies, he belongs to the machines.

I have thought about that I am influenced to be influenced by such movies, or maybe by these three particular movies, or something in between. But I don’t find out more than that. I think all the weapons, fighting and wars are important, together with how these movies are abut that machines have taken control over the humans without their knowledge about it.

Now I remember clearly how I found out about these movies, and that I bought them and sold them. I bought the movies when they were new, in 2003 or shortly after 2003. They were sold together, therefore I bought all three. I understand that I also have watched them. It is as if I am influenced to, that I shall not remember these movies, after I have seen them. I think there also are influences, that have influenced my subconsciousness, in ways my consciousness don’t know about.

Today I have all these experiences and thoughts clearly in my consciousness. That is after I have struggled much with this, in one and a half week. It is as if everything in these three movies, has activated influences by the criminal who sat beside me in 1975. This has also been unpleasant, in a way which is, that I feel, that different mental hindrances make it difficult for me to think about this. It has even been unpleasant, in the same way, to write this text. I wonder if this is because I have been influenced regarding such movies, or exactly these three movies, or something in between.

It is one thing I get from the criminal who sat beside me in 1975, every day in the course of these one and a half weeks. That is, that he says: “That is how the world in the end shall look like, (like how everything is destroyed by wars, in the end of these three movies).”

I think that what has been so unpleasant these one and a half weeks, can be to get in contact with the influences by the criminal who sat beside me in 1975. But the unpleasant reactions are activated because of these three movies. I have seen these movies many times, in these one and a half weeks, little by little different things happened inside me. It is like mental blocks in my mind, gradually disappeared when I saw the movies many times. This has been unpleasant, but I think it helps against what such influences are in me. When I don’t think about this, then it isn’t so unpleasant any longer.

I think that these three movies maybe shall make the influences stronger in influenced people. And that the criminals have influenced people to make these movies, in one way or another. But I don’t know anything about that.

What has been important for me, regarding these three movies, has been to think and understand about the relationship between my consciousness and my subconsciousness. I have thought about what it can be, and I have watched the movies again and again many times. But I have also been doing other things, which are about other things, than watching and thinking about these movies.

How I have been taken up with these three movies, in proportion to the influences by the criminal; has done that I have experienced strong feelings and reactions from the influences. Now afterwards, after these one and a half weeks, I feel that I am back to the person I was in 1975, before the criminal influenced me. There have been many feelings and reactions. And I have thought many different thoughts about, and around, such influences. After some time, it started to be very unpleasant, but now afterwards it has become pleasant instead.

It seems so unbelievable for me, that all these different influences from 1975 could work. But more or less they have worked after 1975, some very little, some very much. I also think there can be influences, which never have started to work, and which never will start to work in the future either.

Already many years ago, it started to help me much that I started to understand more correct about these influences. To understand what it really is, helps me very much.

When I ask myself about why I have found out about this, I don’t get a precise answer. Is it something that happened, when the influences were done? Is it something that happened afterwards? Is it both? Have the criminals tried to do too much? Have the criminals tried to do something too much malicious? I ask myself different such questions. I think there maybe are different things, which have happened. I also think about that maybe something went wrong, when the influences were done.

I think that when this crime starts to be uncovered in a correct way, and more and more people start to understand about it, then this crime more and more and more will be cleared up. The criminals are dependent on that no one knows and understands anything about what they are doing.

Now I think that such influences by the criminals, can cause some effects. But in addition to that, I think the criminals also must be able to trick the person they are influencing.

Now I get a metaphor in my thoughts: If some lay a heavy weight on one side of a scale, more than you think it is; then it is necessary to lay more weight on the other side of the scale, more than you thought was necessary. I think about that it is necessary to do more against this crime, than what it normally had been necessary to do against a crime. And it is necessary to find out correct.

I think the person, who influenced me in 1975, had his own career inside this hid organized criminal activity. I think this person wanted to succeed in doing what he did. He didn’t want to fail with his own secret career.

Is it with him, as with some others? That he wanted to do wrong, when he got praise for it? That he wanted to do even more wrong, to avoid getting fired? That he above all, wanted to do very much wrong, to hide that he had made a mistake?

Now I remember that the person, who sat beside me in 1975, said this: “I ask, but I don’t get any answer. He sleeps; merely. He only has to lay there until he wakes up.”

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The three movies and the book are:
“The Matrix” movie 1999
“The Matrix Reloaded” movie 2003
“The Matrix Revolutions” movie 2003
“ The Matrix and Philosophy: Welcome to the Desert of the Real” book 2002. The third book in a series called “ Popular Culture and Philosophy”.

In a historical perspective, those in power have used wars to oppress the people and gain control and power.

In a modern perspective, the people started to use knowledges and understandings to get democratic control and power in a peaceful way.

I think the criminals want to turn around this modern development, in a way people don’t understand. They want to influence all to fight against one another, in physical ways. The criminals want to win that entire war, consisting of many tactical wars. They want to gain physical power over the people. And they want to ruin for how the people had started to get freedom, by intellectual development; and by intellectual peaceful democratic power to the people. Democracy is to smooth out the power between the people.

When we are thinking about freedom, it is important to understand that we can’t give some people or individual people freedom to oppress others. Freedom and democracy are important topics to understand much about. Freedom and democracy are also active political social situations, that develop in active and peaceful ways. It is important that all different social groups learn to take part in understanding about how the society shall develop. It is a peaceful active society, that is a good society. Culture is an active phenomenon. Passive cultures don’t exist. Passive cultures are nothing.

March 11, 2017, David H. Hegg