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67. The opposite

In 1986, my daughter wanted to be more together with me. Her mother wanted me to be more together with our daughter at her place. I wanted to be more together with my daughter. Even so, it all ended up with the exact opposite.

When the police took me away from my daughter, Friday, January 31, 1986; it shocked first my daughter’s mother, after that it shocked me, and at last it shocked our daughter. This was something 100% unexpected. To shock people, isn’t a trifle to do. This shock went afterwards from bad to worse, for all three of us. The people behind this, didn’t know a single little thing about our situation. And all the time afterwards, they have protected themselves against that this should be cleared up. Afterwards that has scattered as rings in the water around us.

This happening started up worsenings of different misunderstandings, which reinforced the total worsening of it all together. This made it all more indistinct and incomprehensible. Various contrasts became enlarged, the situation fall apart, and it all ended up with many incomprehensible pieces. When focusing on one piece of it all, that makes it all worse instead of better. Outsiders couldn’t know what all the pieces were, and couldn’t understand what it all together was, they only did it worse, worse, worse, etc. This situation was something that had developed in 14 years. Outsiders understood nothing of it, they have even never come to know what it was about.

Something decisive is how different influences, by the criminals who use mind control, worked; these influences are conquering. Such influences were the cause for how the situation began. It looks like, that such influences also have been developed during these 14 years; that such influences are the decisive all the time.

These 14 years have to do with sad things that have happened in the family of my daughters’ mother. Her family have a tendency to talk about other people, instead of talking with other people. That makes some difficulties for them, because in that way they understand other people less and less, instead of more and more. This is generally something typical that causes problems among all humans. But I think it is the influences by the criminals, which have been decisive for the difficulties in this situation.

I started to understand a little about this situation, which was something unknown for me, in the beginning of these 14 years. That has caused that in the end, all the others have turned towards me. But the influences by the criminals are the important with this situation.

I understood that something went on around us in 1986, but I didn’t understand what it was. Therefore I became unsure of everyone else around us three, especially people I didn’t knew who were, whom had started to meddle in our situation, in a way I didn’t knew anything about why and how they did. Because of that; I started to think that the only person I could talk to, to get things in order, is the mother of my daughter together with my daughter. Everybody else had become more or less ruinous people for us, who didn’t understand how this had started to develop. Unfortunately, I didn’t understand how this had started to develop myself either, and that became something that affected all I did in a negative way. Everyone around us more and more hindered us in talking with each other.

Instead of that I contacted others, to explain the situation; others contacted others, to obscure the situation. I was used to take care of difficult tings by myself, which was something I earlier had done several times. For example, earlier I had taken care of problems myself, when others asked me to contact the police. That was of course not highly dangerous situations, but it shows a difference between me and others. I am used to take care of things by myself. (The danger level in Norway in the 1980s was not as dangerous as it has been today. Today I had been more careful, than I was in the 1980s.)

I became focused on that the only thing, that was possible, was that I had to come in contact with my daughter’s mother. Every time I tried to do that, it ended with that the situation was made worse.

After some time, it had been naturally for me to contact only my daughter. But because my daughter had become frightened of me, I let her in peace. That was stupid, because I have never been dangerous for my daughter a single second. It is the same concerning her mother. I also developed an experience of that every time I tried to meet my daughter, the police came and took me, and I didn’t want to let my daughter experience that more times, that the police took her father away from her. At that time, my mind had become ruined, and was in constant disintegration and destruction. In the end, I had developed such experiences regarding both my daughter and her mother, that I let them in peace, because I didn’t want to hurt them. I didn’t understand anything more, about what it all had been. I let them in peace, because I wanted to be kind to them. When this started a few months earlier, the situation was that we wanted to be more together. The situation had developed to the opposite of what it is.

The situation became a development of wrong misconceptions, instead of a clearing up. Outsiders have laid hold on unessential things, and made them essential, and ruined what really were essential.

This became an existential situation for us three, and has continued to be that until today. For our daughter this happened when she was ten years old, and this existential issue has become a part of her development as a human.

Different people independent of one another, wanted to hinder that the situation became cleared up. I didn’t remember what had happened.

What this really is, also has to do with an existential situation for us all. Therefor; to understand about this, will be something important in an existential way for us all.

These criminals are doing something extremely easy to do. They hide 100% what they are doing, and don’t need to defend themselves in any ways, not ethical, and not with force.

It is possible to think that the criminals don’t want us to understand how the humans are. And they don’t want to let understanding about the humans decide how we shall live. They want to force the humans, to be like how they want them to be, and let that decide how we shall live. It looks like these criminals want to decide how we shall understand; not to understand how we shall decide.

It is possible to wonder if this also is the same regarding the whole nature in the whole world. Maybe these criminals want to decide what that shall be also; not to understand what it is, and not to make decisions because of what we understand.

I think the best we humans can do, is to understand correct. I think the worst we can do, is to make wrong decisions, based on wrong understanding. To understand is something essential with us humans, and then it is important for us to understand correct.

In principle, we humans are communities where we must understand one another. In a global perspective, it is the same for us all in the whole world. Because we are a part of the nature, we also must understand the nature.

It is possible to think that we humans find things. For example; we have found the wheels, we have found the fire, we have found the boats, etc. We find understanding about different things which it is possible to find understanding about, etc.

October 8, 2016, David H. Hegg